
Quilotoa Volcanic Crater outside Zumbahua, Ecuador |
KNOWLEDGE
He
was a baby-faced simpleton crowding up the Ecuadorian countryside in
search of medieval toys. Almost every bone in his body had been
broken, either by accident or self-infliction. He was sewn up good
with the kinda tattoos and firsthand data than could all but spill from
his narrative alone.
Truth? There was no telling it from this boy.
Stabbed,
mugged hit in the face with a baseball bat, he showed little external
signs of battle other than obesity and audacity. He claimed
achievements such as accumulation of metal plates in the body, kibbutz, two
years in the Israeli army, work in Asia, motorbike through Europe,
Untied the States, money to burn at age 20, a penchant for death,
demons, large knives, Gothic armour and the gigantic tattoo of a
half-naked woman on his back of which he was so damned proud, having
designed it himself.
He kept the conversations
going. There were moments when I felt like a traveler but not a good
one beside this fat of a man, my junior and senior. There was talk,
there was attack, I let my skin speak for itself. A mouth, not my own,
was bent out of control. I watched the whole sequence from a
satellite, you know the self that sits on the shoulder waiting to
conquer.
Afterwards I climbed the stones to my room of centenarians and wrapped it all up in the knowledge that all I know is nothing.
Vilcabamba, Ecuador 10/97
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